February 2019

Confidence and Doubt

By Julien Tuast

Self-confidence and self-doubt are the same
Once a positive and once a negative it’s easy to explain
They’re both in your brain
Too much of either can make you a tad bit insane
So, let me explain how it affects your fame
Self-doubt speaks for itself
You doubt your fame, you doubt your work and you doubt yourself
And you think you can fix it yourself
But you can’t
And by the time you realize it, it’s too late to cry for help
Self-confidence your up
It’s good to have confidence in yourself
But don’t let it overwhelm
Cause then you think you’re god or the god, but it’s cause of your wealth
That’s messing whit your mental health
Being famous is about finding the perfect balance between self-confidence and self-doubt.

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Bad habit.

By Julien Tuast

At 15
I fell in love with a very bad habit.
It’s about time
I finally said it
It’s about time I accept it
My biggest regrets are the hearts
That I’ve broken
I should just keep it moving

At 17
I fell in love with a very bad habit
It’s about time
I finally said it
It’s about time I accept it
Suicide was my drug
And that shit was fun
Didn’t learn to move on

At 19
I fell in love with a very bad habit
It’s about time
I finally said it
It’s about time I accept it
I was addicted to love
The physical and the mental passion
I didn’t have just daddy issues
I had mommy issues too

At 21
I fell in love with a very bad habit
It’s about time
I finally said it
It’s about time I accept it
I overdosed on lust
Hooked on the female body
Now I wonder if anyone is ever gonna want me
With all my bad habits

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